Zvykla som si myslie\u0165, \u017ee som dobr\u00e1 \u0161of\u00e9rka. Myslela som si to e\u0161te asi pred tromi t\u00fd\u017ed\u0148ami. Pred tromi t\u00fd\u017ed\u0148ami som sa \u201estretla\u201c so st\u013apikom na parkovisku pred Lidlom. Bok na\u0161ej dod\u00e1vky toto stretnutie v\u00f4bec neocenil. Ten st\u013apik bol presne tam, kde mal by\u0165, no\u00a0jednoducho som ho nevidela. Bol vysok\u00fd, \u017eiarivo biely a\u00a0mal \u010derven\u00e9 p\u00e1siky, ale nevidela som ho na pravej strane na\u0161ej dod\u00e1vky. Bola to \u00faplne moja chyba. To parkovisko som opustila s\u00a0dvomi my\u0161lienkami: t\u00e1 prv\u00e1 bola, \u017ee som bola ve\u013emi v\u010fa\u010dn\u00e1, \u017ee som narazila do st\u013apu a\u00a0nie do \u010dloveka! A\u00a0t\u00e1 druh\u00e1 bola, \u017ee si odteraz mus\u00edm pri \u0161of\u00e9rovan\u00ed d\u00e1va\u0165 ove\u013ea v\u00e4\u010d\u0161\u00ed pozor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
V\u00a0ten de\u0148 som bola pokoren\u00e1. Som za to v\u010fa\u010dn\u00e1. V\u010fa\u010dn\u00e1, \u017ee moja p\u00fdcha utrpela p\u00e1d? \u00c1no. Nebola som nad\u0161en\u00e1, ale bola som v\u010fa\u010dn\u00e1. Som v\u010fa\u010dn\u00e1 najm\u00e4 za zmenu, ktor\u00fa t\u00e1to okolnos\u0165 priniesla m\u00f4jmu \u0161of\u00e9rovaniu. Za mojich 34 rokov \u0161of\u00e9rovania som sa stala istej\u0161ou a pohodlnej\u0161ou oh\u013eadom svojich schopnost\u00ed, dovolila som si venova\u0165 pozornos\u0165 nie\u010domu in\u00e9mu, a\u00a0by\u0165 neopatrn\u00e1. Ak\u00e9 nebezpe\u010dn\u00e9! Je to nebezpe\u010dn\u00e9 fyzicky, kv\u00f4li \u0161kode, ktor\u00fa som mohla sp\u00f4sobi\u0165, ke\u010f som pri \u0161of\u00e9rovan\u00ed ned\u00e1vala pozor. Ke\u010f som prem\u00fd\u0161\u013eala o\u00a0tejto \u0161pecifickej udalosti, za\u010dala som prem\u00fd\u0161\u013ea\u0165 nad mnoh\u00fdmi vecami v\u00a0mojom \u017eivote, v\u00a0ktor\u00fdch som tie\u017e spohodlnela, lebo som v\u00a0nich bola dobr\u00e1, a\u00a0ako to je tie\u017e nebezpe\u010dn\u00e9. Mo\u017eno nie fyzicky, ako ke\u010f roztr\u017eito \u0161of\u00e9rujem, ale nebezpe\u010dn\u00e9 pre\u00a0moje chodenie s\u00a0Je\u017ei\u0161om.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ke\u010f sa v\u00a0nejakej pr\u00e1ci stanem \u201edobrou\u201c, ke\u010f som pri nejakej \u00falohe \u00faspe\u0161n\u00e1, ke\u010f si tak ve\u013emi zvyknem na slu\u017ebu, a\u017e sa to stane pre m\u0148a \u00faplne prirodzen\u00e9, nebezpe\u010denstvom je, \u017ee pr\u00edde p\u00fdcha spolu so spoliehan\u00edm sa na seba. Stanem sa st\u00e1le menej a\u00a0menej z\u00e1visl\u00e1 na Je\u017ei\u0161ovi v\u00a0tom, \u010do rob\u00edm. Budem sa c\u00edti\u0165, \u017ee u\u017e viac nepotrebujem \u00eds\u0165 do pr\u00e1ce alebo slu\u017eby s\u00a0modlitbou. Bude to \u00faplne o\u00a0mne a\u00a0tom, ako to dok\u00e1\u017eem urobi\u0165. Napokon si m\u00f4\u017eem za\u010da\u0165 myslie\u0165: Rob\u00edm to tak dlho a to\u013ekokr\u00e1t a\u00a0som v\u00a0tom dobr\u00e1. Znie ti to nebezpe\u010dne?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Och, ako ka\u017ed\u00fd jeden z\u00a0n\u00e1s potrebuje, aby n\u00e1m bolo pripom\u00ednan\u00e9 ka\u017ed\u00fd de\u0148, ako ve\u013emi potrebujeme Je\u017ei\u0161a! Ke\u010f v\u00a0sebe vid\u00edme slabosti, kri\u010d\u00edme k\u00a0nemu o pomoc. Ke\u010f v\u00a0sebe vid\u00edme siln\u00e9 st\u00e1nky, \u010dasto zabudneme, ako ve\u013emi Ho potrebujeme. Moja t\u00fa\u017eba je, aby sme v\u00a0ka\u017edej situ\u00e1cii, v\u00a0ktorej sa ocitneme, povedali: \u201eNa toto potrebujem Je\u017ei\u0161a!\u201c Ke\u010f u\u010den\u00edkujem stredo\u0161kol\u00e1\u010dku, ktor\u00e1 h\u013ead\u00e1 odpovede, nech zvol\u00e1m: \u201eNa toto potrebujem Je\u017ei\u0161a!\u201c Ke\u010f sl\u00fa\u017eim svojej rodine cez r\u00f4zne dom\u00e1ce pr\u00e1ce, nech zvol\u00e1m: \u201eNa toto potrebujem Je\u017ei\u0161a!\u201c Ke\u010f tr\u00e1vim \u010das s\u00a0priate\u013eom modlitbou, nech sa tie\u017e modl\u00edm: \u201eNa toto potrebujem Je\u017ei\u0161a!\u201c Ke\u010f sa dostaneme do rutiny robenia vec\u00ed sami, bez toho, aby sme si uvedomili, ako potrebujeme Je\u017ei\u0161a, kon\u00e1me a\u00a0sl\u00fa\u017eime z\u00a0tela a\u00a0vtedy poz\u00fdvame p\u00fdchu. Za\u010dne to by\u0165 o\u00a0tom, \u010do som spravila ja. A\u00a0ke\u010f nie\u010do urob\u00edm dobre, \u013eahko sa stanem arogantnou a\u00a0naf\u00fakanou. Na druhej strane, ke\u010f vol\u00e1m na Je\u017ei\u0161a, aby pracoval v\u00a0mojom \u017eivote, som premo\u017een\u00e1 v\u010fakou, ke\u010f pracuje cezo m\u0148a a\u00a0cez dan\u00fa situ\u00e1ciu. Potom je to cel\u00e9 o\u00a0\u0147om. A\u00a0v\u00a0skuto\u010dnosti to naozaj o\u00a0\u0147om je. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bola som pokoren\u00e1. Nielen v\u00a0mojej schopnosti \u0161of\u00e9rova\u0165, ale aj v\u00a0\u010fal\u0161\u00edch oblastiach m\u00f4jho \u017eivota. Ned\u00e1vno som si uvedomila, \u017ee v\u00a0niektor\u00fdch oblastiach som konala na vlastn\u00fa p\u00e4s\u0165, zo svojich schopnost\u00ed, z\u00a0pohodlia toho, \u017ee som t\u00fdmto sp\u00f4sobom sl\u00fa\u017eila to\u013ekokr\u00e1t, \u017ee je to \u013eahk\u00e9, je to prirodzen\u00e9, \u017ee som v\u00a0tom dobr\u00e1. Mo\u017eno vie\u0161 tak\u00e9to oblasti rozpozna\u0165 aj vo svojom \u017eivote. Oblas\u0165, v\u00a0ktorej si sl\u00fa\u017eil \u010dasto, mnoho rokov, mnoho obdob\u00ed. Prestal si vola\u0165: \u201eNa toto potrebujem Je\u017ei\u0161a!\u201c? Sk\u00fas dnes str\u00e1vi\u0165 nejak\u00fd \u010das s Otcom a p\u00fdta\u0165 si, aby ti uk\u00e1zal a\u00a0usved\u010dil \u0165a v\u00a0tom, kde s\u00fa miesta, v\u00a0ktor\u00fdch sa spolieha\u0161 na seba namiesto Neho. Nech v\u0161etci rozpozn\u00e1me na\u0161u z\u00fafal\u00fa potrebu spoliehania sa na Neho v\u00a0pr\u00e1ci, do ktorej n\u00e1s povolal! A\u00a0je to ka\u017edodenn\u00e1 vec. Potrebujeme Ho ka\u017ed\u00fd de\u0148… ka\u017ed\u00fa hodinu! V\u017edy, ke\u010f idem \u0161of\u00e9rova\u0165 svoje auto, potrebujem by\u0165 opatrnej\u0161ia \u0161of\u00e9rka a\u00a0uvedomova\u0165 si, \u017ee ke\u010f som za volantom, nem\u00f4\u017eem by\u0165 rozpt\u00fdlen\u00e1. Nech si tak uvedomujem aj svoju potrebu Je\u017ei\u0161a!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
V \u010fal\u0161\u00edch \u010dl\u00e1nkoch budem p\u00edsa\u0165 o\u00a0konkr\u00e9tnych oblastiach, v\u00a0ktor\u00fdch som spohodlnela a\u017e tak, \u017ee som robila veci z\u00a0vlastnej sily. Budem s\u00a0vami zdie\u013ea\u0165 to, ako ma P\u00e1n Boh usved\u010duje v\u00a0tom, \u017ee sa potrebujem spolieha\u0165 viac na Neho a\u00a0nie na seba. Neznie to ako z\u00e1bava?! Ale d\u00fafam, \u017ee skrze zdie\u013eanie zo svojho \u017eivota budete tie\u017e vidie\u0165, kde chce P\u00e1n Je\u017ei\u0161, aby ste sa viac spoliehali na Neho. Je hodn\u00fd a\u00a0schopn\u00fd nies\u0165 na\u0161e bremen\u00e1, ke\u010f sa na Neho spoliehame. V\u0161etka sl\u00e1va patr\u00ed Jemu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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