Hryzie\u0161 si pery, sna\u017e\u00ed\u0161 sa hr\u00fdz\u0165 si aj do jazyka, \u010delo sa ti pot\u00ed, zadr\u017eiava\u0161 dych, si ako bal\u00f3n, \u010do o chv\u00ed\u013eu praskne; pozer\u00e1\u0161 sa z jedn\u00e9ho kamo\u0161a na druh\u00e9ho, nie nerv\u00f3zne, no sk\u00f4r o\u010dak\u00e1vaj\u00fac vyznamenanie, ktor\u00e9 by si od nich mohol z\u00edska\u0165 za fakty, \u010do si o istom va\u0161om zn\u00e1mom z\u00edskal; \u010di u\u017e od niekoho in\u00e9ho alebo z\u00edskanou d\u00f4verou – za \u0148u s\u00fa pred kamo\u0161mi body navy\u0161e, lebo teraz m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 zamachrova\u0165, \u017ee ty si ten, komu sa niekto zd\u00f4veril. \u00c1no, pr\u00e1ve tebe niekto povedal tie \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9 slov\u00e1 \u201cnechaj si to, pros\u00edm, pre seba\u201d a ty si to, pravda\u017ee, z celej sily pre seba necha\u0165 chce\u0161, ale z\u00e1rove\u0148 aj trochu nechce\u0161, a preto teraz len tak-tak udr\u017eiava\u0161 jazyk za zubami. Preto ti teraz pot kvapk\u00e1 do k\u00e1vy, popri ktorej si p\u00f4vodne nechcel klebeti\u0165. Preto hr\u00e1 v pozad\u00ed Vivaldiho Leto g mol a v\u0161etci sme v nap\u00e4t\u00ed, ako ke\u010f vo filme sledujeme, \u010di je hlavn\u00e1 postava nato\u013eko hl\u00fapa, \u017ee sa zachov\u00e1 bezo\u010divo a tajomstvo prezrad\u00ed. D\u00f4veru zrad\u00ed. A \u010do je hor\u0161ie, spiato\u010dku nezarad\u00ed, riadiaca p\u00e1ka prest\u00e1va fungova\u0165, preto\u017ee \u010do je raz z \u00fast vyvr\u00e1ten\u00e9, sp\u00e4\u0165 sa nevr\u00e1ti. A na\u0161a postava napokon n\u00e1por nevydr\u017eala a osobn\u00e1 inform\u00e1cia, nepatriaca u\u0161iam os\u00f4b in\u00fdch, bola vonku. Srdce niekde v h\u013abke azda aj nechcelo, no myse\u013e na moment zlenivela, povolila s\u00e1nku, zuby zlyhali ako nani\u010dhodn\u00e1 hr\u00e1dza, jazyk to u\u017e nevydr\u017eal a pery dali zelen\u00fa. Zelen\u00fa \u010dervenej vlajke, ktor\u00e1 nad nami za\u010dne pri podobn\u00fdch man\u00e9vroch v\u00fdstra\u017ene m\u00e1va\u0165. V symf\u00f3nii zaznieva gong ohlasuj\u00faci fin\u00e1le a ty vie\u0161, \u017ee keby si bola hlavn\u00e1 postava filmu, sledovan\u00e1 tis\u00edckami div\u00e1kov, azda by si sa zachovala spr\u00e1vne. No sledovan\u00e1 predsa nie si a k\u00fdm to dan\u00fd \u010dlovek nevie, m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 o \u0148om za chrbtom hovori\u0165, \u010do chce\u0161. Nie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kedy sme si chrbty prestali kry\u0165?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ak m\u00e1m poveda\u0165 za seba, klebety s\u00fa v mojom \u017eivote ve\u013ekou t\u00e9mou. Ma\u0165 \u0161okuj\u00facu d\u00f4vern\u00fa inform\u00e1ciu a nepoveda\u0165 ju chce ve\u013ea odvahy, pozornosti a ve\u013ea, ve\u013ea l\u00e1sky k dan\u00e9mu \u010dloveku. Pr\u00edli\u0161 \u010dasto sa mi stalo, \u017ee som zdrav\u00fa hranicu prestrelila. A ke\u010f som sa po p\u00e1r sekudn\u00e1ch, hoci neskoro, uvedomila, zvrtla som to na modlitebn\u00fd n\u00e1met. Neberte ma zle, je lep\u0161ie modli\u0165 sa ako frfla\u0165. A je dobr\u00e9 rad\u0161ej sa po klebeten\u00ed modli\u0165. Ur\u010dite tie\u017e existuje spr\u00e1vny \u010das a sp\u00f4sob a jeden d\u00f4vern\u00edk, ktor\u00fd n\u00e1m pom\u00f4\u017ee rozuzli\u0165 osobn\u00e9 probl\u00e9my, ktor\u00e9 s niek\u00fdm m\u00e1me. No to, na \u010do poukazujem, je pou\u017e\u00edvanie pojmu \u201cmodlitebn\u00fd n\u00e1met\u201d s ne\u010dist\u00fdm \u00famyslom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pou\u017ei\u0165 tento pojem ako klebetu inkognito, to je sn\u00e1\u010f hor\u0161ie ako \u010doko\u013evek, \u010do som doteraz opisovala. Hriech, \u010do sa sna\u017e\u00ed zamaskova\u0165. Polopravdy. Zv\u00e4\u010d\u0161a odpornej\u0161ie ako l\u017ei samotn\u00e9. \u00datok od chrbta. Pripom\u00edna mi to strat\u00e9giu nie Sv\u00e4t\u00e9ho Ducha, ale sk\u00f4r toho druh\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cVarujte sa z\u00e1konn\u00edkov, ktor\u00ed vy\u017eieraj\u00fa domy vdov pod z\u00e1mienkou dlhej modlitby.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u010co ak n\u00e1s toto slovo u\u010d\u00ed, \u017ee \u201cvyjeda\u0165 domy vdov\u201d sa d\u00e1 aj v rozhovoroch? Zneu\u017e\u00edva\u0165 niekoho srdce-l\u00e1maj\u00facu situ\u00e1ciu na to, aby sme si mohli tro\u0161ku poklebeti\u0165, tro\u0161ku pos\u00fadi\u0165 jeho chovanie s py\u0161n\u00fdm podt\u00f3nom: \u201ctoto by som ja nikdy neurobil\u201d; toto je, mil\u00ed \u010ditatelia, tragick\u00e9 zneu\u017eitie niekoho trag\u00e9die vo svoj prospech. Vyjedanie domov vdov pod z\u00e1mienkou dlhej modlitby. Nas\u00fdtenie svojej t\u00fa\u017eby, nen\u00e1padne ods\u00favaj\u00fac potrebu druh\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n [point-blog-link title=“Tento \u010dl\u00e1nok je z webu Druh\u00e9 \u0161ance.“ button-text=“Pokra\u010duj v \u010d\u00edtan\u00ed“ url=“https:\/\/www.druhesance.sk\/blog\/nechaj-si-to-pre-seba“]<\/p>\n\n\n\n Fotografia: Ernie A. 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